Compulsive hater de Avulsed

Grown into a world
of preconceived ideals
father, mother, sister,
doggy and landscaped cottage
Affectionless rearing
his whole family
was like unkown
neighbours to him
he applied to them
by their first names
no signs of respect
towards his own family

totally scorned
ill mannered
and restrained
no human values
no self respect
a poor repressed
Still at the age of 24
he didn't even drink alcohol
was proud of his virginity
(but) in fact he was just fearful
of being able to fulfil
in front of a naked woman
so he decided to hate girls
to cover his sexual problem

he hated friends
he hated his parents
he hated women
he hated humans
It was the only feeling
he felt by his own
hate was his only
self pro-claimed virtue
was the easiest way
to escape from reality
no laughs, no love
no signs of gratitude

totally scorned
ill mannered
and restrained
no human values
no self respect
a poor repressed
But in the eyes of his friends
he looked like a normal guy
he even seemed really charming
hiding his real inner feelings
he was a perfect stereotype
of a potential psychopath
a nice person from outside
natural born hater inside

he hated friends
he hated his parents
he hated women
he hated humans