Broken de Sentenced

I have come a long way where i started from
but i'm still not even close to where i'm going
(and now) i can no longer see the shine
that has been lighting up my way
i cannot feel its glowing
The fire in my heart is dying
and the zeal i had is gone
This path that i've chosen's a rocky one
long, hard and frozen it has become
each turn that i've taken on the way
has only led me back to hell
i am dying down… growing weaker now
it could seem that i'm doing fine
but i'm broken to little pieces deep inside
Why did i ever choose to go this way
the question i keep asking myself all the time
i guess it was my instinct for self-destruction
that pointed me down this way
The fire in my eyes is dying
and the dream i had is gone
This path that i've chosen's a rocky one
long, hard and frozen it has become
each turn that i've taken on the way
has only led me back to hell
i am dying down… growing weaker now
it could seem that i'm doing fine
but i'm broken to little pieces deep inside