Choke de Cauterize

There's nothing that i can say to make you want to stay here with me forever. there's nothing that i can do to make you want me like i need you to. i need you to.
Just give me one last chance to say this. just give me one last chance to say what's on my mind and i will get it right. if i could only get my head above the water for a moment of your time. but you seem so strong and i can't hold my breath for long. have you ever tried to scream under water? you'll choke.
You said i always sang too loud to sing you a love song. well i save my soft voice for the things i really mean. you always said i had a hard time saying what's on my mind. well, here it goes: i hate you for what you've done to me.
When the last word's been said and the last tear's been shed, i will miss you, miss you my friend. and i can't tell you lies. even after all these years i still cry.