Agrestic de Chaos With

Chaotic thoughts plague
where to place my trust?
where to stash my pride?
lighters clicking
laughing faces
i want to smash you all
flimsy skulls underfoot
bone become dust
I can't feel for you
if i don't know myself
you're nothing
you're no one
why put effort into life?
it will all end soon, anyway
only suffering is constant
forever near at hand
Happiness is an illusion
behind every smile is a reason
a reason to mourn
a black veil to grace the features
arranged nicely to hide the tears