Filter de Choke

Today i felt the weight compelling
not the first it's not the best i've been
no thoughts come out worth saying
self tension has limited
what am i committing myself to
resistance is going no where
it still counts to you more than anything
when you're around pocket all of my attention
filter out you
fault touches no one, it just happens, no one wins
i guess it all depends
tomorrow i'll feel the weight times ten
no thoughts to speak, no self expression
complacency is all i need
insight of what's important to me
you don't know me, just pretend to
important to me isn't to you
why i seal off all connections
self tension has got to end