Brainwashed de Don't Look Down

I'm stuck in a place i don't belong
with no luck of ever movin on
i'm brainwashed into thinkin i knew the truth
i'm wishin there were things i never knew

how can i stop these feelings
from turning around
and stabing me in the back
why do i lie to myself
i keep telling myself
she has feelings that she lacks
I'm tryin to make sense of this
but it's so hard when there's so much i missed
life sux when ya think you'll be ok
until you fall apart the very next day

she lacks
I'm brainwashed by another
i'm brainwashed like no other

Feelings that she lacks